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Just a regular kid,
Spending everyday
Not knowing how to convey
What is going on,
Within himself

Trying to rise above
All the pain I feel
That seems so surreal
In this world,
That has gone mad

Showing myself,
For what is inside
A modern day Mr. Hyde
Who just doesn't know,
What went wrong

Laughing at all,
Is how the strong survive
Should I continue to strive?
For what is right,
And yet for what is wrong

Crying softly,
So no one may hear
My soul barely disappear
And hide itself
Among the withered lillies

Finding hope
In unlikely places,
Most being, my own oasis
Where nothing ever hurts
And I hurt nothing ever

Is this right?
What is in my heart,
That I need to stay apart
From all I love,
And all I hate
This fact I can't seem to debate

Which is why
No one,
Not even me,
Can tell you
If I truly am free
What is inside
I felt bored after school, so I felt like conveying my true self through words again
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I swear, my stress level increases every single day
There's like a ticking time bomb inside my head that blows up and makes me break down
I cry, huddle up with my teddy bear, and repeat "I don't want to hurt anyone"
Why I do this, is beyond me
All I know is that in moments of extreme stress, I emotionally break down
Maybe it's guilt, for everything I've ever done?
Maybe it's remorse for never doing things?
Maybe it's loneliness cause no one else around me seems to care
That's not entirely true, my friends care (in a friend sort of way)
But I choose not to intertwine my home/personal lives
I feel that'll make things too awkward and make everyone look down on me as if I need to be coddled
And so, if I don't want to mix personal with home, then why am I telling you all this?
Cause on the internet, I can say what I feel, do what I please, and not hurt a soul
It makes me feel safe that there is something/someone I can turn to when everything else has run its course
Which, too be honest, happens more often than not when it comes to my family
So, I enjoy being online, as an escape from the hectic antics of my real life
I am able to explore places I've never seen, learn new things, and evolve
Yet, I can't live in a fake reality
So, after experiencing so many joyous emotions, I must return to the pits of Hell
Of course, I love my family. And I care for them with all my heart and soul
But, I'm sure everyone has felt this, they can get on my nerve and drive me up a wall
But at the end of the day, there's my mama hugging me
So then, why do I feel all this regret/remorse?
Which causes me to go into fits where I just want to isolate my self from the world.
In the moment, I feel as if it's the only logical response
*Sigh* Why does my life seem like a broken record?
All I know is: "Something is rotten in the state of Denmark"
And as of right now, I think I'm the only one who cares enough to do anything about it

Why me??
  • Mood: Sorrow
  • Listening to: P!nk - Nobody Knows
  • Reading: Manga
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Super Smash Bros for the Nintendo 3DS
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Nothing

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:iconkingkongtails:
KingKongTails Featured By Owner Feb 18, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Is this Justin?
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
and who would be asking this?
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:iconfavoriteartman:
FavoriteArtMan Featured By Owner Nov 22, 2013
Excuse me. I'd like to join your Pony Creator group.
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:iconhaleylonglover:
HaleyLonglover Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Much obliged for the :+fav: on my Rigby piece! :)
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Jul 24, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
your welcome! <3
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9SnakelanXx Featured By Owner Jun 12, 2013  Professional Filmographer
Um,I sent you the pony OCs commission points :( where's it now?
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Jun 21, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
oh sorry, completly forgot, been awhile since I checked my DA messages
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:iconhaleylonglover:
HaleyLonglover Featured By Owner May 9, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Many thanks for the back-to-back :+fav:'s! :)
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
welcome man <3
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DarkKnightWolf2011 Featured By Owner May 1, 2013
thanks for the faves :)
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner May 18, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thanks for da thx
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bubblehun Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013
Thank you for joining #MLPS-FC! Welcome~ ^^

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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Apr 5, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
you are very welcome!
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:iconfoximalfox:
FoximalFox Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
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:iconhaleylonglover:
HaleyLonglover Featured By Owner Jan 11, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks much for the :+fav: on my Spitfire sketches!
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
welcome! :thumbsup:
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:iconlatiosdude:
Latiosdude Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Student Writer
Happy Birthday! Hope it's a good one.
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
thanks man
though it really wasn't
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:iconlatiosdude:
Latiosdude Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Student Writer
Oh. Sorry to hear that.
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Jan 1, 2013  Hobbyist Writer
it k
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Chevrolet-Evilimpala Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Student Digital Artist
happy birthday
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Dec 30, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thanks
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:iconfinnishgirl97:
FinnishGirl97 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you for the favourites :meow:
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:iconbrony2:
Brony2 Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
welcome
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:iconhaleylonglover:
HaleyLonglover Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You have my gratitude for the :+fav: on my "Twilight Sparkle's Soul-Piercing Gaze" piece! :icontwilightshappyplz:
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